Catholic or Atheist?!!

Attended a requiem mass of friend's grandma today.
My friend asked me, "Are you STILL a catholic?"
Without hesitation, I answered, "Of coz I am!!"
BUT, AM I? (a second thought)
What really makes me STILL a catholic?
I am, simply because I have baptised?

I used to go to church every Sunday and on the important days in the catholic religion.
I used to pray when I encountered difficulties and felt God's mercy.
But I haven't done both for a long time already.

If someone ask me do I believe in God or Science at this moment,
I think I would say I tend to believe in Science more as honestly,
I can hardly imagine that there is Heaven.
But I don't totally deny the existence of God for sure.

No matter what, I always believe that if religion can make one feel good and positive
It doesn't matter what religion one believes in.

HOWEVER, I REALLY LOOK DOWN ON THOSE WHO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE NAME OF RELIGION

P.S. May my friend's beloved ones rest in peace!!